In an interview with Vanity Fair magazine, Nicole Kidman reportedly opened up about losing a baby early in her marriage to Tom Cruise. She said:

“From the minute Tom and I were married, I wanted to have babies. And we lost a baby early on, so that was really very traumatic. And that’s when it came that we would adopt Bella. There’s a complicated background to that, given that I never speak much about many things. One day maybe that story will be told.”

Nicole previously divulged that she found out she was pregnant by Tom after he filed for divorce in 2001, but miscarried weeks later. She also disclosed that she was engaged after her split with Cruise and before she met Keith Urban, which could have possibly been to Steve Bing or Lenny Kravitz. She said:

“I got engaged to somebody … but it just wasn’t right. I wasn’t ready. We weren’t ready.”

She talked about meeting Keith:

“I would probably say that two very lonely people managed to meet at a time when they could open themselves to each other. We were a mixture of frightened and brave.”

Kidman insists they have been able to deal with the trauma of Keith’s alcohol and drugs addiction:

“We were in a very, very, very bad, painful place and have managed to step through it.”

However, Nicole has been wanting to give birth to a baby since she was 17:

“I’m yearning to have one. I think I would be very sad if I wasn’t able to have a baby. Keith knows I want one, and he has been getting there slowly.”

For more details from the interview, check out this issue’s Vanity Fair or go here.

It must’ve been difficult for her to see Tom with Katie Holmes after she got pregnant and had Suri. I really hoped she was pregnant months ago when there were rumors speculating she was pregnant after she married Keith. I wish Nicole the best in her quest to give birth to a baby.

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